i am glad i got a text tonight that said, "come to mutual and i will give you a hug."
the hug didn't happen, but i needed to get out of the house and hear those things that were said.
i have been struggling the last few weeks as i am sure you could tell from my last post, but i overlooked myself. i am not very happy with who/what i am right now. i have gotten so down on myself and have pickd myself to pieces. there is a lot going on in my life right now to the point where i am stressed and look at it as "i'll fix it later" i just noticed that there will be no later. if you make habits now, they are stuck forever. so, i have made a goal to change myself.
first, with personal prayer. second with boosting my confidence and trying to make things positive.
i am going to read my scriptures. a verse a day will count for now, anything is good, right? fourth, make others happy and glad to be around me. sixth, be myself. seventh, school first. screw the boys! focus on myself and observe what i can do to become more like Christ.
tomorrow is a new day and i will be a new person. the person i once was. the happy jalissa. i am changing and i am doing it for me. Heavenly Father, help me.
5 comments:
Girl, don't ever let yourself down. YOu are one amazing girl and I truly look up to you. You are gorgeous and the nicest person I have ever met. Lets have a girls night. Seriously.
You are amazing! Each day is a new day and I know you have and will continue to do amazing things! xoxo
Girl you inspire me! i could never be as strong as u are!!!
Those are really good goals! And if you do all those things no matter what you will be happier, the scriptures say is and I can testify that it's true!
Hang in there! You are young and have so much going for you! Lots of prayers always help!
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