Lately, I have been calling Landon in tears or just utterly distraught from all the pain and stress that I have been feeling for the last little bit. It's not like once in a blue moon.. it's more like once in an... everyday. I have said it before and I will say it again, as I hit rock bottom it's like he is there to catch me so I don't completely crumble to pieces. He is my pick me up! Today, I call him and our conversation didn't end too well due to the fact that I am so darn stubborn. I hung up on him because I didn't want him proving that he was right, I just wanted to be heard and I didn't want a peep out of him, which is rare because he always gives the best advice and tells me the funniest things to get me out of the blues.. but not today. I was grumpy and anything he said I threw it away. I cooled off a bit and called him back to be mad and tell him I am always right. He turned the conversation on me and let me tell him everything I wanted to. I told him of the stress I was feeling and the tears I had been shedding for the past hour at my desk trying to figure out how to glue the pieces together. I could hear the smile through his voice as he brought me to a point where I had the patience to listen to him. He told me he loved me and couldn't wait to see me tonight, like always and told me, "don't worry" which if anyone else were to tell me that, I role my eyes and sigh, but with him, I don't worry. He has a way to get me from the lowest of lows to my absolute highest. As I fiddle on my computer and blog, I recieve an e-mail. Not a text but an e-mail labeled, "I love you"
He writes me the cutest e-mail about the reasons he loves me.
And this my friends is why I am marrying him in 40 days.
This is why I have chosen HIM to be my husband forever
and this is the reason why he will be the amazing father to our kids.
This is Landon and he has the most precious heart.
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